Tigger Thoughts from John

Yesterday, I witnessed the passing of one of the world’s greatest souls. This individual gave unconditionally of him self to his fellow beings. He was more human than most humans are. He was known by several names: Tiger, Tigger, Tigger Rue, Rue, Rue Cat, Stinky, Stinky Cat, Mr. Stinky, Poopoo, Poopoo Butt, Dingle Berry Kitty, Rocket Cat. He was more commonly known as Tigger. Tigger will be remembered by all of those who met him. He will be survived by several friends and loved ones. He will be remembered warmly by his fellow companions: Lumpy of five years, Tasha for two years and Mojo of six months. Tigger was also survived by his two owners Michele and myself. Tigger came into this world as he left it, purring and being loved. His early moments aren’t recorded; so much of it is little know. He was conceived in the regular feline way. Two cats in the moonlight, one male and one female. He was born with several other brothers and sisters. Once the litter was ready to be weaned; some caring human being brought the litter to the Humane Society of Salem. At the Humane Society of Salem, at the Salem City Center Mall, is where Tigger and I first met. I was with my first wife and stepdaughter, we all decided to see if we could find a pet to help our new family over a large bump in the relationship. There we were looking from cage to cage, interrupting kittens and cats in their play or slumber. Some sort of voyeur into their world, to them meant warmth, food, love, shelter and a few away to a good life. This was what Tigger must have been experiencing while he waited his fate of me and other coming into his life. The cages were in three rows and inset in the wall. A shield of plexiglass was the only barrier from their world and ours. Tigger was stretched out, relaxing from a long play session with one of his siblings. Around the corner my family came peering right into his living room. That is the moment that I first saw Tigger. There he was long and stretched out in his napping state. He may have been two or three months old at the time. Crested in swirls of orange, white and red was he. Patterns so delicate and precise that god took his time mapping out and painting this being. At this first glimpse I knew that he was the cat for me. We got the attention of an attendant and pointed Tigger out to see what type of cat he was. The attendant ushered us into the back room and bought him in to greet us. He lay in the attendant’s arm as if he was a baby. We passed him around and found that he was quite at ease with the three of us. That when we started the adoption process to take him home. After an interview with the Humane Society and given them some money. They wrapped Tigger up for us to take home. Once through the threshold of our home Tigger became a part of our family. Early on Tigger demonstrated a love of life. He went peacefully and loved this afternoon. It pains me a bit; he was my first cat ever. Him and I had shared a very bumpy journey, through separations, a child, a divorce and several relationships. He was my guide on tell who were good people and who were bad, a great judge of character he was. When I was in the deepest of my downs he was there just being himself. Little he knew the support he gave me to go on with my life. Tiger even pick Michele out for me, on first meeting he took to her. In his way he was telling me that I could trust her. I may seem silly to mourn a Orange cat like this, I mourn more for the soul he had.

Christmas Carols for the Psychiatrically Challenged

Can't find time to write what's been going on lately so maybe a seasonally relevant funny will tide the masses over - Hey it's what I'm banking on. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Queens Disoriented Are Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angles Sing About Me Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and trees and Fire Hydrants and...... Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Get me Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll tell You Why Obsessive Compulsive Disorder ---Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells.......

Ladies and Gentlemen, the Fabulous Stains

Spending waaay too much time surfing today. Came up with some films I remembered from the days of "Night Flight" on USA. Stains deserves notice first and foremost as a welcome respite from all those mush-brained John Hughes teen epics of the ‘80s.
The fabulous Diane Lane plays Corinne Burns, a sexy, angst-ridden teen who’s ready to take out her anxiety on an unsuspecting world. With a couple of her mates including a lanky young Laura Dern she forms a rock group without bothering to learn how to sing or play. The Stains get their first taste of success tagging along with a punk band, The Looters, and a busload of fading rockers the appropriately named Metal Corpses and a British band composed of ex-Sex Pistols Paul Cook and Steve Jones and Clash bassist Paul Simonon. In the inexplicable way such things happen, Corinne and her pals leapfrog the men and become overnight stars, in spite of sounding much like the early Shaggs. Clever Corinne pioneers an apparently unforgettable look "skunk" hairdo, lightning eye makeup, little black lace panties and follows up the image by verbally assaulting her audience and droning songs with too apt titles like "I’m a Waste of Time." She energizes what looks like an army of teen girls, who become clones of her right down to the hair and panties and duplicitous screaming mantra "We don’t put out!" Next Stop - Halloween is Grinch Night

My Lil’ Stinky Kitty

I learned an expensive lesson this weekend. Don't leave string or thread around if you've got a cat or dog. Had to bring Tigger into the vet last night because he got a piece of thread caught on his tongue and it wrapped itself around his insides. They had to cut him open in 4 places to get the thread out, after telling me they might not be able to save him at all. John and I were coming back from the vet and picked up our mail from the day before, I got a letter from my dad in it. His letter was talking about how there are people in the world called "Good Finders" and they find good in all kinds of places. Wow - how did he know I could have used that letter at that very moment. Here's the good I've found - don't take anything for granted, especially the ones you love. I hope sharing my experience will help avoid this happening to someone else. I found that my dad is more insightful then I sometimes give him credit for, my husband is a pragmatist and no matter how good of a face I put on when I'm hurting, it shows. And I've found that I'm lucky for each day I'm alive. Tonight i'll be at home snuggling with my lil' kitty.

I’m Just A Bill

On the way home from work yesterday I saw "the bill that became a law" from School House Rock. All school buses must stop at a railroad track regardless if the lights are blinking or arm is down. Makes me smile every time I see it and then break into song of course.